Only Forget One's Passion

So when this worst-case possibility occurred to him, the first reaction that arose in Gu Chengyin’s mind was not scrutiny, but self-blame.

The reaction came so swiftly and unexpectedly that Gu Chengyin had no time to filter it through reason, analyze it, or question it.

It surged up directly from the depths of his Dao-heart, like a hot spring erupting from beneath the earth. In an instant, it flooded over all the doubts and defenses he had carefully built and grown accustomed to using for self-protection.

How could he think that way about Luo Zhao?

Luo Zhao had lowered every defense in front of him, placing her most vulnerable self entirely in his hands. In a manner that was almost devout, and utterly unreserved, she had told him: I trust you.

And after turning away from her, the very first thing he did was wonder whether she had been pretending.

What was that supposed to mean?

Luo Zhao had given him genuine trust, and what he had returned was suspicion?

That thought of self-reproach was like a red-hot iron rod, thrust straight into Gu Chengyin’s chest. The searing pain made even his Dao-heart tremble.

It also forced Gu Chengyin to temporarily shatter this worst-case possibility.

Yes—not bury it deep in his heart, but shatter it completely.

In the past, when Gu Chengyin dealt with thoughts that might harm him, he suppressed them.

He would press them down into the deepest, darkest corner of his heart, put a lid over them, and pretend they did not exist.

Because Gu Chengyin knew that those thoughts might be useful. At certain moments, they might become the final line of defense protecting him.

He would never destroy them outright. He merely hid them away, waiting until the day they were needed before bringing them out again.

But this time, he did not suppress the thought. He shattered it.

Because this possibility violated his principles and had begun to affect his Dao-heart.

What was his Dao-heart?

It was the very core that had gradually condensed within him from the day he crossed into this world, after enduring countless storms, schemes, betrayals, and acts of loyalty.

That core told him: You may doubt anyone, but never doubt those who have truly given you their hearts.

You may renounce emotion, but you must sincerely treat everyone who has given their heart to you.

You may guard yourself against anyone, but never guard yourself against those who have placed their most vulnerable selves in your hands.

That was his bottom line. It was the fundamental reason Gu Chengyin was still Gu Chengyin, rather than a pure machine of political manipulation.

A pure machine of political manipulation would care about no one. Everyone—whether good, evil, innocent, or guilty—would be nothing more than an ant, a stepping-stone on the road to ascension.

But Gu Chengyin was not like that. He truly would scheme against everything, but he would help the good, avoid implicating the innocent, and show no mercy to the wicked.

Then why was his path one of Absolute Detachment?

Because he could only forget emotion. Because he had to forget emotion.

It was not the emotions he possessed now that he needed to forget, but the emotions from before he crossed into this world.

Only through Absolute Detachment could he avoid being tormented by the memories of his former life.

Only through Absolute Detachment could he keep the ties of his former life from shackling his Dao-heart.

Just as Gu Chengyin would not suspect Lin Qingyan now.

Lin Qingyan had told him everything about the restrictions on the Tranquil Mind Pagoda, opened her magical treasure to him, and pushed Shangguan Yunying into his bed.

She had gone to find him in the ginkgo grove wearing Shangguan Yunying’s clothes, then willingly begged for mercy before him.

After Lin Qingyan had done all that, if he still secretly wondered whether she had ulterior motives, could he still call himself human?

Nor would he suspect Shangguan Yunying.

Shangguan Yunying had waited for him for so long and endured grievance after grievance. When she discovered that loyalty and love could not coexist, she had resolutely resigned from her position as Chief Palace Lady.

She had even cried before him like a child, revealing herself to him without reservation, rising onto her toes and taking the initiative to kiss his lips.

After Shangguan Yunying had done all that, if he still secretly wondered whether she had ulterior motives, could he still call himself human?

And now, Luo Zhao was the same.

She too had lowered every defense in front of him.

No—she had lowered them more completely than Lin Qingyan and Shangguan Yunying ever had.

Lin Qingyan still had her pride, her habit of refusing to yield, and her stubbornness—the kind that made her hurl threats even when she stood on the brink of defeat.

Shangguan Yunying still had her reserve, as well as the restraint she had endured for so long before finally allowing herself to let go.

But Luo Zhao had nothing left.

Before Gu Chengyin, she had no pride, no reserve, no dignity as the heir apparent, and no halo as a divine maiden.

Luo Zhao had laid her truest, most wretched, most shameful self bare before him without holding anything back.

And Gu Chengyin had told himself, I suspect you’re pretending.

Then he truly was not human.

Gu Chengyin drew a deep breath.

What did this mean?

It meant that his Dao-heart had already begun to regard Luo Zhao as the same kind of person as Lin Qingyan and Shangguan Yunying.

Not as the heir apparent. Not as a pawn. Not as a bargaining chip to use against Emperor Luo.

But as someone he should not suspect, someone worthy of receiving the same trust.

This realization made his Dao-heart tremble faintly before quickly settling back into calm.

It was not a tremor of resistance, nor one of doubt.

It was the tremor that came from finally confirming something that had always been inevitable.

Gu Chengyin’s expression grew more solemn than ever before.

His brows remained faintly furrowed, but the vertical line between them was no longer the crease of suspicion and distrust.

It was the gravity that appeared only after realizing the weight of something.

His gaze fell upon the gauze curtain over the carriage window. His pupils reflected a small patch of morning light shining through the fabric.

But his focus was not there. It was fixed on a place only he could see.

This was somewhat frightening.

What was frightening was not Luo Zhao.

Luo Zhao was not frightening. She was merely a princess who turned into a well-behaved little puppy before him—a woman desperately lacking in security and yearning for him to control everything.

What was frightening was Gu Chengyin himself.

It was the embryonic Golden Core taking shape within him, the Dao that was beginning to form, and the Dao-heart that had already begun to reject certain thoughts of its own accord.

His Dao-heart was no longer the shapeless thing that could contain everything, weigh everything, and scheme against everything.

It was beginning to develop its own edges, its own boundaries, its own likes and dislikes.

It would automatically reject thoughts that violated its principles. When he tried to suspect someone he should not suspect, it would answer him with self-reproach.

It would automatically place certain people—such as Lin Qingyan, Shangguan Yunying, and Luo Zhao—within the realm of those he must not suspect.

This was what it meant to form a Golden Core.

Not the condensation of spiritual power, but the condensation of the Dao-heart.

The condensation of spiritual power was a cultivator’s threshold.

The condensation of the Dao-heart was the threshold of being human.

It was the transition from being able to weigh, scheme against, and doubt anything for the sake of profit—

to beginning to have people one could not scheme against, people one could not doubt, and principles one could not violate.

From a state in which anything could become a pawn, to realizing that some people could never be pawns.

That was the transformation of the Dao-heart from formlessness into form.

If the transformation went well, the Golden Core would form naturally, and the Nascent Soul would be within reach.

If it went badly, the Dao-heart would shatter, and both body and Dao would perish.

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